I firmly believe that the spanking scene is a form of entertainment and as such should offer viewers a respite from every day life. A few moments where you can put aside life’s downers such as budget cuts, highway traffic, grueling workdays, health scares, and cleaning the bathroom for a while and can kick back to enjoy a deserving naughty one getting their punishment. As such, I usually try to keep my blog a very positive place in highlighting the fun side of my world as it relates to spanking and also tossing out my “deep thoughts” and nosy questions about psychology and biology of this fascination we have with spanking. But today I want to address a few issues and clear up any rumors and misconceptions that I hear may supposedly be circulating as they pertain to me, as well as just give you some inside info on what I’m up to in both the spanking world and vanilla life.
Who is Pixie?
I think most of you get this one, but just to put it out there, the Pixie you see in scenes that does bad stuff like smoke, drink, steal, cheat, haze, and vandalize buildings and occasionally sports fairy wings - this is a character role I play. The Pixie you read about here that gardens, loves cats, hates green beans, can’t drive in snow, has social anxiety, and finds trouble without having to set things on fire is definitely me. What you read in this blog is what you get when you meet me … and there are many of you that can attest to that. However, I just wanted to state that as believe it or not I have emailed with a few folks for which this line seems fuzzy. So remember, if you see it in a scene, that’s a role. Read it here, that’s me as a person.
What About Pixie & Lily Anna?
Lily and I are very good friends. We met through the industry when Punished Brats was casting for new models and I happened to do a search for NJ based girls on OMP. Turned out we didn’t live far from one another and car pooled to Lily’s first shoot with PB. We soon found that we had a lot in common in vanilla life and enjoyed one another’s company. We became fast friends because we could relate to one another and also speak freely of our work knowing the other person totally understood where we were coming from (unlike vanilla only friends that give the hairy eyeball when you try to explain a typical workday). We are NOT however lesbian lovers. Sorry guys! You’ll have to keep that one in your fantasies. Friends only. We are quite happy with our significant others and they are friends with each other as well which is super cool.
Lily and I are doing private sessions together and for the most part it has been working out really well. Be sure to check out our sessions page if you’re interested in meeting with us. We do not have any plans to create an all in one website featuring the two of us as I heard was a rumor floating through the grapevine. We do not film our sessions and we are not filming content with the intent to start a spanking website or DVD sales. Lily does occasionally film content for her Clips4Sale site which features her exploring a variety of different fetishes, but that’s about the closest it gets. So to state once again, no Lily and Pixie Spanking World. Just some private sessions and that’s plenty for us.
What About The World of Websites In General?
Personally I think it’s pretty clear that I work primarily with Punished Brats, but maybe that’s just because I know the history, my job duties, and well … me. But apparently there is some confusion out there. Again, I have not been asked this directly, but I have heard through David that people have asked if I am leaving Punished Brats and / or joining forces with other local companies. So I’ll be happy to try to make things clear in this post both for those of you to read now and for easy reference in the future. But if anyone should have questions in the future, please feel free to email me. My email is right here on my blog for you to get in touch with me. I know gossiping and rumor mills are more fun, but if you have a genuine question about me, then ask ME.
Ok, so if you go back to a previous post I wrote about getting started in the industry, you can read how I got started with Punished Brats. I won’t rehash that right now. I will state that I am very much still a part of PB and don’t have any plans to do otherwise at this time. In fact, my job roles have continued to expand.
If you have been following David’s Tweets, spreview updates, and posts on the World Spanking Forum, you know that his brother and our beloved cameraman, director, and editor Eric is seriously ill. It is an unbelievably difficult time for both of them on a strictly family basis but then there is the added concern of keeping up the company concerns. Following some breaks in filming, we have now resumed shooting and David and I are taking on more duties behind the cameras at shoots. I have also been happy to take scene photos, learn to edit video, and after a several instances in which I wanted to smash every electronic appliance in the house, I think I may have 2 new Punished Brats DVDs to make available for sale soon.
Of course being needed behind the camera makes it a little more difficult to be in front of the camera for scenes as often, but that is not indication that I am any less involved in Punished Brats. If anything, I am investing more time and effort and hopefully will still have occasion to be in future scenes when possible.
On occasion I do welcome the opportunity to film with other spanking companies. It’s nice to have the chance to do something a little different, only worry about the modeling part and the state of my poor spanked bottom, and interact with others in the industry. I’ve been so lucky as to film with Chelsea, Clare, Dallas, Firm Hand, Shadow Lane, and more recently Strictly Spanking, Spanking 360, and a couple of non-spanking fetish websites. It’s fun and admittedly helps to pay a couple of bills once in a while, but in no way am I as involved with any of these fine companies the way that I am with Punished Brats. I’m not joining forces with anyone and not taking a step back from PB, but I am always flattered and happy to shoot occasionally with others.
The promotions you may see from other companies about shoots or most recently about the SSNY Boardwalk Badness Weekend Party are only that – promotions mentioning the work I’ve done or plan to do, not an indication of major change in the wind. I am very much looking forward to the Boardwalk Badness Weekend at the end of April. I will be in attendance to simply have fun as any other spanko – socializing, eating, walking the boardwalk, and playing. I will get to take part in a couple of the scheduled events which should be a ton of fun including the Talent Show (I’m a judge … not a talent!). Punished Brats will have a vending table set up on vendor’s night so you can come up and say hello. Don’t be shy. I won’t bite. In fact I’ll probably be there with my classic deer-in-the-headlights-omg-there-are-so-many-people-here look and will be thrilled to have someone talk to me. And we’ll have a selection of our DVDs for sale. Lily Anna and I are also doing sessions while at the party so if you’re planning on going and would like to schedule a time to play, be sure to let us know as soon as possible so we can guarantee a time slot.
What About Other Cool Tabloidesque Rumors? Are You On Drugs? Are You Pregnant? Are You On Drugs And Pregnant With Alien Babies With The Face of Elvis?
Let’s put these to rest as well just in case. I had an extended stay in the hospital in 2010 and continue to struggle with health issues resulting in several ER visits since then, frequent doctor appointments, and 2 (short) hospital stays just recently. I am not a fan of hospitals at all because I’m repeatedly stabbed by phlebotomists, confined to a hospital bed, hooked up to IVs that make it all the more difficult to escape hospital grounds, and given pathetic excuses for food like this:
The epitome of gross
Not enough food to feed my cat
But I begrudgingly do as I need to as I have a chronic condition that affects my kidneys and immune system. I have a wonderful doctor and excellent treatment so as much as I appreciate your concern, please do not feel as though you need to offer additional treatment solutions. I’m in very good hands, but have a complex case which I prefer to keep private beyond what I’ve stated here.
Some days I feel great and others I have a lot of pain, debilitating fatigue, throw up, pass out, and other very unfun stuff. Right now I’m not medically cleared for travel, can’t exercise, and would like to sleep for about 22 hours a day, but that’s kind of not compatible with life nor keeping a roof over my head and there is no disability leave for spanking models.
As I said in the start of this very long post, I believe in offering entertainment and a reprieve from others problems. No one wants to come read me whining that I don’t feel good. But some of you have noticed that I haven’t been posting as many pictures, talking about hiking in the snow, or even posted a lot about elaborate play with my dear hubby. The reason being is that I’ve been working, doing the mundane necessities such as food shopping and cleaning the cat’s litter box, and otherwise becoming one with my couch. I bring this up also because I am at times self-conscious of the bruises on my arms from repeated blood draws and IVs and fluctuations in my weight when my immune system decides to go haywire and attack itself and then given medications to combat this. I don’t want this to be misconstrued as anything other than what it is.
That’s as much as I’ll say about my medical issues. This place is for spanking fun, not medical blahs. I need a positive place to escape too.
Ok. I really hope that clears things up, helps prevent any future confusion, and squashes any drama llamas. Next, we will return to your regularly scheduled fun discussion posts.